I don't like it.

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I don't like it.
Alone I lie in this bed.
Dimly lit by the full moon, 
that peeks in through windows.

Body aching slow,
Warm,
Mind numb,
Eyes heavy,
Strength blown away.

I wish, as I curl up.
To lay in her embrace,
Head over her lap, 
Petting me into a sweet dream. 

I lie, remembering how her embrace felt
I lie, remembering how her closeness felt.
How her warmth felt.

I lie, remembering her eyes. 
I lie remembering her laugh.
Remembering her presence
Where I find solace still.

I lie in this bed, a little under the weather,
remembering you
and for a moment,
the ache softens.
A.V

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